It Still Hurts

Alcoholic sickness
Drug impaired vision
Making every bad decision
Dismantled our relationship like car collision
Partaking in suspicious business
Had cousins bare false witness
Just to fuck around
With the most spineless of bitches
You swear they are nothing
Not even worth a discussion
Your world became fictitious
All your lies made my love diminish
You’re a fucking cynic
Now I’m up in a clinic
Feeling unhygienic
Stepping back regretting our past
You show up begging for forgiveness
Wanting a new beginning from the ash
But my heart still feels like road rash
So hard to forgive while punished by the past
The constant flashbacks of all that white trash
Burned into my memory cache

Folie a Deux

Rejected

Disrespected

Another woman bested
Small cult of two
Both mind fucked
And screwed
Sustained by
Distorted truth

Abused

Misused

Intuition on snooze
Co-dependent on
Fake juice
To maintain
A fake truce
Sanity reduced

Stop

Intermission

Given me attention
Small prevention
Suicidal admissions
This brain needs
Mandatory suspension
From this sick composition

Never

Action

Falling deeper into distraction
Lies, deceit, only tiny infractions
Counterfeit love the best attraction
Easily molded with negative actions
Addicted you’ll stay
A damaged puppet for play